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Boot Camp of Collapsing Forms
SUFI JOURNAL Issue 88, Winter 2015
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"It’s hard to keep your foothold in a world where structures are constantly collapsing, where boundaries erode and old forms fall away—from cells to civilizations. Fomenting inside each log and lung and empire is an Arab Spring and it all gets very personal in my mirror these days."

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Ellora
The American Literary Review, Issue 3, Fall 2014
COMPLETE ESSAY

​"Careening along National Highway 211 in the dust of western India’s Deccan plateau, I was quietly directing Anna when to let me die. 'If I lose both hands,' I whispered, gripping the back-seat door handle. 'If I’m paralyzed from the neck down. If I’m badly burned.'”
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"Ellora" explores the international preservation of historic sites  and the private struggle to ward off the erosions of age.

Tenebrae
Colorado Review, Volume 41, Issue 2, Summer 2014
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"The struggle against our own earth, that high-minded effort to see beyond our blindered minds or transcend the hunger of our selfish hearts, is perhaps the central conflict of our lives."

​“Tenebrae,” explores art, family obligations, and religion.  It examines our human limitations--in love, in patience, in the willingness to sacrifice--and the regrets that follow when we fail to live up to our own ideals.    
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The Enormity Club
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Sufi Journal, Issue 84, Winter 2013
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"The first time Adam and Eve, those innocent hedonists, looked down and blushed they got dressed and set to tilling and building and scheming and begetting a whole conniving progeny that got us where we are today--shrewder certainly, but bereft of the old sense of connection to the blooming, breathing rest."

​In examining the dismay we feel at the disappearance of the people and things we love, "The Enormity Club" explores boundaries and wonders if we are as separate as we think we are.  
 
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Believer
MAKE Literary Magazine, Issue 13, October 2012

"My question got a varied and thoughtful response by students eager to comment and pass the baton, and then it got to Felix.  'Free will is an illusion,' he began in the arch and fastidious tone he employs, which gets right under the skin of the other students who bristle visibly at the arrogance he has not learned to conceal.  He probably has twenty IQ points on all of us which, with a little modesty, can work in high school, but Felix hasn't figured that out."

​"Believer" takes us back to high school (dear God!).  It explores the noble mission and nature of public education.  Plus there is tail-gating.
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Koans From My Mother
The Sun, Issue 391, July 2008
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I WAS DRIVING my mother from my sister Sue’s house to my own home last June when she said, 'Sue has been my daughter her whole life. Why don’t I know her mother?'"

"Koans From My Mother" examines the radical upheaval of family life that occurs when one person is afflicted with Alzheimer's Disease.

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Big-Shot
Fourth Genre: Explorations in Nonfiction Volume 9, Number 1, Spring 2007 
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"My father began dying a year ago this Labor Day weekend. It would take him six months to work his way out of the world but we, my sister Sue and I, didn't know that when we found him lying on the floor beside his bed. 'Dad,' I asked gently. 'What happened?'
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'A big-shot slipped me a mickey,' he groaned, trying and failing to heave himself up. Big-shot? Mickey? Had he been watching old gangster movies on cable during all of those insomniac nights that had followed one another over the past few years, gray and vaguely threatening, like suspects in a lineup? 'He thinks he's a big-shot,' my father continued, sure of his facts, 'but he's not.' "

"Big Shot" examines the dynamics of loss and the nature of impermanence itself.

Where the Water Is
The Sun, Issue 366, June 2006
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​​"Where the Water Is" was published by The Sun in 2006 and is read by Trinity Rep Radio Theater on National Public Radio in January of 2008. 
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